One Chance

i had one chance
when love turned my way
but i got too scared
and i chased it away
and i thought it was right

but then
i took a double take
i realized my mistake
that i thought i couldn't make
and i regret it more than ever

i missed my one chance
that may never come again
because it boarded a one way train
for i was too vain
and i will never cope with my choice

but i will deal
and i will live for tomorrow
try to forget my sorrow
get a new heart to borrow
and chase that one chance back to me

Running (alternate ending)

...
until
i get to the clearing i'm looking for
away from people, away from war
to my heaven
away from here
but until i die
i'm gonna keep on running

Running

past the river, past the trees
through the bushes, through the bees
running
past the flowers, through the grass
sprinting like hell,, saving my a**
from
fear and confusion behind my back
evil and hate, all set to attack
i'm scared of
death coming behind me
the devil trying to find me
but i'll keep running through the woods
i'll keep running until i'm safe for good
until
i get to the clearing i'm looking for
away from people, away from war
to my heaven
away from here
but until i fall
from the weight of sweat on my shoulders
you can damn bet
i'm gonna keep on running

Stronger

you can throw your words at me
shoot me with your hate
choke me with your glare
stab me with my fate
but who gives a sh**
not me of course
i'm stronger than you think
b**** i'm unbreakable
can't you see the link?
when you attempt to hurt me
i don't cry
when your hurt to kill
i am fine
i'm the solid black
to your fluffy pink
so get the f*** outta my face
b****
i'm stronger than you think

Our Enemy

we are our own enemy
our fears taking over every minute
suspicion taking over reality
fear ceases us
greed kills us
how much longer can we survive?
how much longer will our shameful world thrive?

Why Hate?

some asshole decided to try that apple
because his bitch told him to
thanks to their fuckin ignorance
the world cannot be true
lies, abduction, rebels, rapes, kidnappers, cheater,
and dammit, burglars too.
thanks alot you fucking douchebags
we have hate because of you

Again

badabing badaboom
another day gone
and gone too soon
idon't have time to think at all
i only have time to trip and fall
but i also got time to stand up
again
and fall
again
but stand up
again and beat the hours to the damn finish line
cuz that prize a'nt theirs
that prize is MINE
again
again
again again
i'll win
again
 

Me and Them

I love my life i hate my words
i love my fights i hate what hurts
i love my heart i hate it's breakers
i love my friends and screw their haters

All About Moi

I've got places to go
I've got people to see
I've got money to spend
And places to flee
I've got plans to preform
And parties to prepare
And that's why I think that
It'd only be fair
I'd get a day for myself
Yes, that would fill me with glee
All about myself
And all about me

Epic Of Daddy

I know a man who

is embarrassed to see how awesome he 

really is a man who cringed and turned red when

he read my essay about him and how great he

really is and what i can't believe that this important man

in my life refuses to see how he influences me and my

life and how amazing he truly is so I am writing a poem about him to

make him feel ashamed of how blind he is

to see himself 

tunn taduuunnnn this is the 

Epic Of Daddy

"Ahem"

OK
i realize no body goes and actually reads this blog
but who cares
so whatever
i'm still gonna keep writing
and even if
the title isn't gonna be in this poem
i swear
i'm gonna wait till someone sees this blog
Peace.

Pressure

What boils up inside my heart
and head
What kills me a little by little and day by day
every hour
What drives me crazy
and drives me insane
What is only the start of my life
and hell
What controls me with the snap of its fingers
im its slave
What makes me want to die
sometimes
But i will keep trying
FOREVER
And i will kill it
pressure

What is love?

hold on i think
i need to take notes on this
cause i think i'm doing it all wrong
i study every night but every
time the test comes along
i fail
so what is love?
i just don't get it
but i will always ask this question until i get it
so what is love?
so what is love?
so what is love?
dear God, my teacher
so what is love?

Obey the Day

Every day
its all the same
a cup of coffee
the same old game
a simple day
a simple life
a simple grey
a simple strife
i am a robot
i am at your service
i do a lot
i never get nervous
i am your slave
and i am at your command
and at your grave
i will still be your man
Obey thy master
Obey thy master
Obey thy master
Obey thy agenda
Obey thy day
Obey the Day

Air

it is free
free of worry
its strong arms carry leaves and dust
its peaceful
but can kill
it can be evil
kicking around our homes and trees
killing neighbors and helpless babies
but it carries on like nothing happens
like air is innocent
which is true
we are guilty
in front of God, our judge
we are guilty
of destroying it
and making it ill
polluting air

Answers

(this is my friend Audrey's personal favorite)

one day in my imaginary land, i came up to It and
asked It what should i do. my life is so twisted. It
said, "if something puts you down one day, take that
and yourself and put you guys on a ******** shelf
if anyone turns you off, turn yourself right back on.
if someone scowls at you, smile at them and ask how their days goin.
Finally, if someone tries to hurt you - " "don't do the same thing?" i asked.
"NO!", It said. punch 'em in the ******** mouth and say ""f*ck you!"

                                     Lesson learned.  
                

Tears I Cry

the tears I cry...
could flow in rivers
the tears i cry...
could be an ocean
the tears i cry could flood the whole ******* world
except
they don't
cause tough girls don't cry
and i don't cry
 

Rose

This is a poem I wrote for my best friend for her birthday.
                        Beautiful Girl once told me I
                        was as pretty as a rose, and I
                        though: "says the one who is the
                       queen of them"